25

November

Recovering from my very upset mode….

Now I am no longer very upset, but still UPSET! It has been sometime since I parted with my black box. I brought it back to the place where I bought it. They said they would have to send it back to the manufacturer. It would take maximum two weeks before I get an answer from them. Since I brought it back to them, more than two weeks past and I still haven’t received a call from them. Of all the d*****t, s*****s …

Okay, I have to slow down cause my blood pressures is acting up again. Deep breathing, puffing,…hay. It’s difficult to try to be calm when almost all of my life is disappearing before me. Yes, I see almost all, because I have everything in that tiny box. I took photo shoots of all my pics, docs, everything so that I didn’t have to carry with me bundles of papers and albums and cd’s for my music and film compilation, etc. Of course I still have some docs in it’s original form saved somewhere at home. In this case, I am upset about the time that I spent compiling them before and now it seems that I would have to do the whole taking photos, compressing and uploading process. Man, I don’t even have the time to go and look for a decent pair of boots for me this winter. And you all know how tiring, time consuming and difficult it is for a woman to go shop for a pair of slippers let alone a pair of boots. And now this!!! (hands spread out wide open) THIS!!! Hmppp!

Ooooopsss… i have to calm down again. My BP alarm is crying for me to stop. Whatever it is I am thinking or doing right now, I have to divert myself from it, otherwise, it could harm me seriously!

Okay, deep breathe again, slowly, calmly… Perhaps I should pray? Or read the Bible instead?

For the deliverance of my soul and forgiveness of my sins because of what happened to my precious little black box, I heed to the Wisdom of the Lord. So, today, I am reading the the passage in Psalms 55.

“1 Listen to my prayer, O God,
do not ignore my plea;

2 hear me and answer me.
My thoughts trouble me and I am distraught

3 at the voice of the enemy,
at the stares of the wicked;
for they bring down suffering upon me
and revile me in their anger.

4 My heart is in anguish within me;
the terrors of death assail me….”

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